Life, By Nicole

Afraid To Fly The Fearless Series: Book Two S.L. Jennings Synopsis I’d like to tell you that I’m ok. That the meaningless sex with countless women has somehow numbed the pain. That it’s deciphered the constant confusion in my head. Eased the self-hatred that sinks into my gut every time I look in the mirror. I’d like to tell you that time heals all wounds. That we evolve and grow into well-adjusted, stable adults, set on a path to right the world’s wrongs. That we are not our past… we are not our pain. I want to tell you all those things. Hell, I want to believe all those things. But I’d be lying. I’m good at that. Living a lie is the only way I truly know how to survive. But the day I saw her, I stopped surviving. I stopped existing. And for the first time in 24 years, I started living. She brought me back to life. Set me free and sent my soul soaring. Made this useless shell of a man feel like… something. Something whole and real and good. She saved me. Al...

My New Year Resolution I hope everyone had a wonderful and blessed time bringing in the New Year. I have had several people ask what my New Year resolution would be and it didn’t take long for me to come up with one. My New Year Resolution is the easiest ever. I know that most people plan to stick to a diet, quite smoking, or even save money. I know at some point in my life I have to do at least two of those. I never made them a New Year resolution though.   I know that I don’t have to tell myself over and over what I need to do, or what I need to quite. I know that I simply have to pray for guidance.   I know that nothing I do is possible without Christ. So for my New Year resolution I’m simply going to pray more and give thanks to him every chance I get.   Here are my blessings for the year 2011. All things are possible through Christ.